{under observation}

Shhh... Don't think
you are thinking aloud

you are thinking wrong

They would know
They already do
& they would dislike you for what you are
this is not what they
intended you to become

Sustain your individuality
because if you dont have it
they would lose the purpose
in making you lose it

To have all...yet..love nothing
They know how to give with one hand...
all that you deserve
& use the other to take ...all the joys away

Happiness on your terms is a crime
....have your terms
only to not have them materialise
is what is desired

to want something so badly &
for it to be given to you only
so that you learn to hate it
to make you responsible for losing
what you love

They dont wish you to suffer
They want you to enjoy
all that they do to you
& to never doubt....
that they only want the best for you

To appreciate & accept all they say
no..not with eyes closed, ears closed
but to see it all, hear it all....
to be able to say it all
yet to be not given your own say
to be not heard at all....to be kept away

Its just a dummy that i have become

I dont know..
dont want to know
if this is the right way
or the wrong way
but it sure is not my way
i dont want it to be my way