"Silences"

Distraught in silences
Enclosed in muffled screams
I live in a void...
shouting, just to be seen

Struggling through the conversation
learning to listen..
sounds i cannot hear
I make up the words..

Aching pain, numbs me
makes me feel restless
I give in to the darkness
stifling the cries

Scentences wither away
midway
losing their sense
mumblings, rumblings

My lips part... and then... nothing.

Alone on a weekend..

Lonely hours ticked by...
awaiting the arrival of yet another moment of solitude, of introspection.
But havinng in abundance, that, which is usually scarce makes me value it less. (time)
I wander around doing nothing.

No complaints to make, no wishes unfulfilled.
I am content, too content (I am unsure of this comfort)
The peacefullness is bothering me...

then the phone rings...
and I am longing for the silence again :)

Its almost hilarious
How i hold on to something only when i know that it will be gone

I guess i am just waiting for tht special someone in my life..
and i think..everyone has to wait alone :)

revelation

what makes up a word
thoughts scrambled inside out
hanging in mid air
they resonate

humming in my head
happiness they excude
relieveing the pain
the anguish unclaimed

hurting like unrequited love
unanswered questions remain
brimming tears
throttle my words

silently, like a prayer
i refrain my reactions
ageing in just seconds..
i now long for tears..

Reflection

Seeing ahead
Watching your step
Learning to control

What is there inside of me!
For none to behold

Sleeplessly wading through
The water of my dreams
Its hard to hear in the Silence
So absolute
So complete

Tinkering through my shallow heart
Feelings which run deep
With every drop they make me weak
They make me weep

Twisting in my tornado
Searching for solace,
Hands to embrace,
I hold on to my faith

Catch hold of me before i fall
Dont let the flowers fade